Why you gotta be anonymous?
Then what will make life fun huh? tell me. wallowing in self pity? thinking of what could have been? regretting everything stupid that happened? blaming people who have hurt you? killing yourself with your insecurities? sulking in the middle of your misery? hurling curses at every living thing that exists? maybe trying to make YOU smile, laugh by partying, storytelling and other pretentious shit would not be given a DAMN by you. But if you ponder on it more, you’d see it CAN be the KEY. And that maybe, those BUNCH of LIES and MASKS are there not to be hypocritical and temporary soothing creams for your self-inflicted, debasing wounds. Maybe they are what you need instead of crying and grieving on and on about how shitty your life is. NO. Life is not all about FUN. But its also definitely not f*cking miserable like what you think it is.
Im sorry for ever trying to reach out.
Im so sorry i even bothered to.
But you gotta know slugger…….its because i love you so that i cant hate you, get mad at you and forget everything weve been through.
Let’s get out from hell, yes?
xx
[after midnight -J Minus]
2 years ago